The thing that I hate the most is when you feel down, stressed out, or even mad at someone or from a certain thing..
and then a person comes and keeps asking you ‘what’s wrong with you?!’,,, ‘Is there anything wrong?!’,,, ‘you look different today!’,,, ‘is everything ok?!’,,, ‘Is there anything you want to tell me?!!’
Even if there WAS nothing wrong.. not even the slightest thing going wrong… just hearing those words continuously makes you in an extremely bad mood, and you’d get to feel that there must be something wrong! So you start to create things, or come up with things, that would make your world look gloomier!

The other day, -I never and I mean NEVER had the black bags under my eyes’.. never knew what they meant, or how they looked.. never even bothered to buy a concealer to hide such things, and then someone told me you have black bags under your eyes! And now whenever I look in the mirror I keep checking under my eyes.. It just terribly annoys me.

So if there’s nothing wrong going on, by hearing such words, many things start to look wrong or bad for you.
Recently, I’ve decided to be around people who reflect some positive energy and a positive attitude. Somestimes saying small words- that you think have little meaning- can make someone extremely bothered. Even if you say them to show you care, or to show your love… such things if said in a wrong time or a wrong way, they would have the very opposite meaning.

It’s really important to chose the ones you want to spend your free time with,,, the ones you want to include in outings… lately, I felt that some people can make you feel down easily. No matter how good you feel, they turn to experts when it comes to ruining your mood!

Think before you say things, If each one gets to be treated in the same way he treats people.. Im sure there will be less trouble .. and definitely less headaches!

I was inspired by Soul Blossom’s recent post.
Once I read it, I was able to relate immediately to what was written, as I know many people who are going through the same scenario -fighting mixed confusing signals, which make them suffer and give them every reason to be down.

I don’t get it.. Why do guys tend to send wrong blurry signals most of the times?!
I’ve witnessed so many cases and it just makes me speechelss! I remember one time, I thought a friend is exaggerating and misunderstading things. But then from what was said, and done.. it made me think, hell NO, it’s his problem.. he’s showing one thing yet meaning another. Being a flirt is nice sometimes, but when flirting includes hinting to take this relationship into the next level,, then this is what I call ‘playing around’.
Then after those hints hit the target, he just disappears as if nothing really happened, pretending that he was completely misunderstood.

What’s wrong with being clear?!

If im to ignore the certain look that says ‘Im so interested’,,, and to ignore all the sweet nice words, then what about the actions and the extra attention!!?

If you want friendship, then we- ‘girls’, know how to act and react. We know the boundaries.. we know what it takes and what should be done.

I don’t get it.. why can’t some guys be a little bit more mature,,, it’s not so hard to know if you like someone.. if you don’t, then just let that someone live and give her the freedom of choice instead of making her sink into endless doubts and false visions! Stop wasting her time -trying to analyze every word you say.. move you do… look you give! Give her a ‘Yes or No’.

A friend told me.. ‘One thing is certain about life,,, it’s that life is uncertain‘

As we grow up, we start to build dreams. Some might see themselves in a policeman uniform (and this happens mostly with all the boys at a certain age), ,,, others would tend to build the ‘want to be like dad or mom’ image..
As we get older, we start to realise that there is much more to what we want, need, and what we wish for. There’s reality, which we have to accept and respect.

Im not against planning, because it helps in making us draw some lines,,, create a path… so as not to get mixed up and get stuck in the middle.

But Im against the blind planning, when we have only one plan.
And no matter what happens things should go by what’s planned or else we get lost,, trapped! Sometimes things get blurry.. the vision would not be so clear, and a ‘one path’ would definitely be of no help.

This is one thing I will always remember, and keep in mind! You can’t take anything or anyone for granted. Nothing is certain, not even life itself.
Shocking yet true.. if you can be certain, then you would sit back and won’t even bother with anything.
If you can be certain, then how to be motivated?!
If you can be certain, then why to work towards your goals.
If you can be certain, then why to pray,,, ask for… why to hope!
What’s life … if it’s certain!!?!

Im glad that I took a break.. a time away (some of you might smile thinking it’s hardly to be considered ‘a time away’.. that was too short)! well for me it was, short, long, whatever, it feels great and refreshing.. Im ready and BACK,,, this is all what matters (for the ones who like the fact that im away, sorry to disappoint you.. but Im BACK and strong!)!!

I had many people asking me about the reason that made me go silent, and others who told me that they miss reading my posts. A dear friend who’s in the other part of the world said I should send him my posts in an e-mail if I want to stop, which made me realise that it’s time for me to be back! Especially now, that Im so hyper and in such a funny mood. This would be the right time to get back.. I terrible miss my pink corner.

I needed time away, because blogging became more like an addiction for me! And I needed to get in touch with my friends and family,, so that later on I wouldn’t regret not making the right use of my time here.

And another reason is that I started to get bothered from the fact that I can’t differenciate between what’s personal and what’s too personal! So I sometimes cross the lines and there were many times at a certain point when I felt this would be unfair to the closest ones to my heart. Being transparent and an open book, make it extremely hard -nearly impossible- for me not to share so many things that should be considered ‘personal.. or too personal’ , and just keep them to myself,,
I would have a conflict inside me .. and get extremely confused, thinking whether I should blog things or not, and then most of the times I end up blogging them!! which is not so wise! Really.

I had plenty of time for myself, was super active , active and more active. I did new things (for the first time), funny interesting things, and made some great decisions. All of which are for the best inshalla…

I will be away for a while, but will keep reading others’ blogs as it’s something I’ve always enjoyed.

I don’t think I can be really ‘AWAY’, the way I want to, but will give it a try… I will keep missing my ‘Simple ME’ with each passing day.

Though this is what I need and intend to do.

Will be missing you all!
xxx